The needle tears a hole:
The old familier sting.
Try to kill it all away
but I remember everything.

What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know, goes away in the end.

And you could have it all,
My empire of dirt;
I would let you down
I would make you hurt

I've recently submitted a number of waterscape photos I had completely forgot existed from my trip to Iceland last year.... since I haven't written any poetry for quite a while. This is due really to my general state of mind: Im just too darn happy for my own good right now- I'm sure that'll change soon enough tho

Still plan to dig out my scanner and submit a few watercolours and such.

Merry New Year dudes, and my thanks to everyone who has taken the time to comment on my work here

So a new a year, a new dawn approaches.

hello 2005, good riddance 2004... almost everyone I talk to agrees that 2004 was pretty sh*te for them, heh strange coincidance, or just a jaded number?

My aims for next year include further body modifications... some in the form of piercings... some not.

This year should be a good one. Just have a good feeling about it.

It's time to leave the old demons and ghosts behind in '04, and step into the light and embrace what 5 has to offer us.

Saw In Flames last night at hammersmith... with Lacuna Coil, Chimaira and Caliban in support. God what a good night! and I didnt lose any shoes!

happy new year guys, have a good one and make me proud

"...How can a body so frail, hold this raging spirit?...."
Kosheen

"...Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust
My hate for you
Defies my lust....."
My Ruin

I've decided that instead of submitting a brand new journal entry each time, I shall just keep editing the same one... since i write so many, seems a bit pointless to have it come up as a message all the time... plus it gets annoying for peoples

One more week of that pointless place called college...

I really would like to try my hand at some proper photography. I've got the camera now, all I got to do is spend the time and effort in learning how to use it properly and since its such a beautiful time of year, im sure there are plenty of pretty images to be taken around the area I live (which is to say, a good few milage of open countryside).

On the other hand, it will soon be that xmas day again, god it comes so damn quickly nowadays...Did some xmas shopping last night, and more to do today! I'm actually enjoying it this year- I love buying the most ghastly and strange wrapping paper I can find, the stuff that gives you a headache to look at for too long.... hehe...

Failed my mock driving test, horah! lol. Apparantly it was a, "good fail." That could mean so many things: I failed in a way which was amusing to watch, I failed so drasticly it would be 'good' to educate learners, 'good' because i didnt kill anyone hehe...

i did nearly hit a cat though. made me smile. Hurts when I smile at the moment, piercings do that. Took my really old side labret out last night... just got fed up with it. Might get a central one put in instead... not sure yet though.


Things need to be more interesting around here.

The silence of a still morning... rightfully broken by the angelic grindings of the latest Deftones album heh heh heh.

How is everyone? This is the first morning in a while I can almost say Im not tired. cool.

It's so still and quiet outside, its lovely.


Got my Madonna done yesterday. Bled a bit more than my others have before, but all was soon well. One shall submit an up-to-date image of oneself as soon as one finds time and enough makeup on face.


Its like the world outside my window is frozen in time.... all there needs to be is a little bit of frost and the lazy drift of the odd snowflake going past, and it shall be beautiful!